urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog boyfromthebog boyfromthebog 2006-09-26T02:56:41Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:27552 2006-09-26T02:56:41Z 2006-09-26T02:56:41Z Drama drama everywhere but not a drop to drink. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:27147 2006-09-12T02:32:23Z 2006-09-12T02:32:23Z Honestly look at it from my point of view and regardless of what I may have said before hear me now.<br /><br />Betrayal is probably the most easy concept to understand. Its the hardest thing to forgive. When two people who are important to you do something that hurts so deep at first you really dont know what to think. Then the sense of betrayal sets in. I am not the type of person to hold grudges. However at this point in time I feel that both of you...if you are still my friends...which I truley and whole-heartedly hope you are need to recognize just exactly it is what you have done. One betrayed a 6 year friendship, the other an 11month relationship. You can play around with words as much as you like but in the end you both know what you did. It is know up to you guys to make the friendships work, because right now I AM on my hind legs and I do not feel very cuddly anymore. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:26964 2006-09-11T20:05:09Z 2006-09-11T20:05:09Z I am tired of this crap. You fix it like you said you would. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:26647 2006-07-21T19:51:34Z 2006-07-21T19:51:34Z Welp, today will be an interesting one and it will go in one of two directions. On an entirely different level that has nothing what-so-ever to do with the afformentioned statement I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate liars! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:26585 2006-07-14T06:43:50Z 2006-07-14T06:43:50Z 1000 years ago I would have been considered a man, able to have children, a wife, own property and go to war. Today I am an a trouble-maker, stereotyped on sight and not entitled to a valid thought or idea by our "adults". Yet these adults are the children and grandchildren of people who thought women were inferior even in america. That at age 13 a boy could tell his mother what to do when his father wasnt home and even farther back that girls where items for barter in order to get a large dowery. In a different culture my labret, my septum, tattoo, and my lobes would have been signs of a warrior. Now they are scoffed at and Im considered dangerous to society. I take each stretch and piercing and peace of ink with a strong reminder that I am may be underqualified in the eyes of the society that they originated in. To me however the remind me of certain ideas and memories.<br /><br />- My septum - laughter, It brings joy and amusement to me when I see it<br />- My lobes - beauty and love, the things I look for in life<br />- My labret, my masculinity, it reminds me that I am not glass and that I will always be ready<br />- My tattoo - that I should defy social norms and stomp the life out of expectation and normalcy, that I should defend other peoples right to do so, and finally it represents my freedom to do so without legal consiquence.<br /><br />Other things that are so ingrained in me are parts of who I am to. Modifications that have been made over a life time.<br /><br />- Sexuality, I was ready for sex the first time I had it and will never be told I am to young or old. That I will always see it as an act of lovers with respect for each other first and a primal drive second.It is the intent behind sex that can make it "dirty" rape or other things of the kind. But like it or not sex is still natural. As natural as breathing. We wouldnt have been givin or evolved the sensations that it brings about if we werent suppose to enjoy it.<br /><br />- My openess - why should I lurk in shadows when Im free to express myself legally now. You are all given a voice. Why not use it. Do words or ideas scare you so much that you are afraid to speak them. Are we in the witch trials again? Can you not utter words without fear of persicution. <br /><br />-My ideas about equal rights - Women are just as good as men. Then why is it that they cannot take their tops off in public to enjoy the soft warm currents of mid evening air that we can enjoy? Why should an animal die to feed a race that can support themselves in other ways? Granted the earth dies a little every day that mankind gains more power. Even I contribute and for which Im sorry. Maybe when Im an "adult" Ill be able to further the feeble attempts at the conservation of this planet. <br /><br />- My laughter and amusement at life. I suppose one could say that enjoying life all the time or laughing with amusement all the time is unhealthy. Aye, Ill give you that. But lifes to short to be sad all the time. I try to live me life with 3/4 laughter and 1/4 seriousness. If a women told me she thought I was a satanist, Id laugh and ask her if she knew what a satanist was. If not then in all seriousness I would inform her.<br /><br /><br /><br />Bleh thank you livejournal I needed a place to empty my thoughts<br />with this I leave you a quote whos symbol ive permently engraved onto my body<br /><br />"Bona Na Croin"<br /><br />By neither collar nor crown, I pray do not let society nor anyone else dictate who you are. Find that out for yourself. Only then do I believe we can truly live &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:26244 2006-07-13T17:38:58Z 2006-07-13T17:38:58Z <img src="http://i41.photobucket.com/albums/e274/Boyfromthebog/000_1780.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Hit me up for nude pics lol &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:25974 2006-07-12T17:21:32Z 2006-07-12T17:21:32Z <img src="http://i41.photobucket.com/albums/e274/Boyfromthebog/200606151855-pix1.jpg" /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />She looks beautiful &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:25628 2006-06-21T03:59:46Z 2006-06-21T03:59:46Z "Take this, and know that you can draw on us whenever you need"<br /><br />Inside a polished stone the comforting night sky swirls and sings in tunes of emerald and azure. The songs of my closest friends. I love you.<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:25386 2006-06-19T04:03:08Z 2006-06-19T04:03:08Z Another amazing night with my sweetheart. I love this feeling. Im floating and all of my senses are sky-high. Perhapes meditation after this is an amazing time. &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:25128 2006-06-05T02:02:21Z 2006-06-05T02:02:21Z Mweh...why oh why could my mom have not just listened to me when I told her what cologne I wanted. O well Birthday party was okay anyways lol.<br /><br />In all honesty I would have simply loved to have just cuddled up with stef and watched a movie. I love you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:24867 2006-05-28T21:16:52Z 2006-05-28T21:16:52Z Woot Im ungrounded this friday! Saturdays my Bday!!<br /><br /><br />Dunno the time yet but its a big water balloon fight at my house. Due to parents watching for it I ask that no drinking or smoking happens right before it lol! As soon as the balloons are gone than we run off to the festival and its free game lol! Gods it is going to feel so good to be freeee!<br /><br /><br />Bday List:<br />Camels Exotic Blends: The new flavors!<br />Djarums: Supremes or Menthols<br />Cigarette Case!!!!!! - Want!!!<br />Flask!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Want!!!<br />And and hard liquor...I love Peppermint Schnaps though!<br />And Money!!! lol<br /><br />I love you Stefanie! I Love all of my friends I havnt been able to hang with for a month! I can't wait to see you all! Wewt!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:24686 2006-04-25T03:06:23Z 2006-04-25T03:06:23Z Lifes been amazing folks! It's been awhile hasnt it though. So heres the skeleton of my life thus far.<br /><br /><br /> Things with Stefanie have honestly never been better. She's a very close friend and an amazing lover. I feel special when I'm in her arms...which has been alot lately. Thats by know means a bad thing. She understands me...or tolerates my weirdness...partially due to her having a bit of that same weirdness in herself. I really do admire her as a person and am proud to call myself her boyfriend &lt;3. Hehe<br /><br /> <br /><br /> I've been drinking and smoking the plant like no other...got to cut back a little bit on that last bit. Good times though. I tried Salvia and was amazed at its ability to broaden your minds eye. I really must exper. with it during meditation. On that note Stef and I just got the parental consent forms for teen night at the Cosmic Eye. Im really excited to tell you all the truth. It really sucks not being able to talk about your religion or really learn about other religions besides Christianity so this will honestly sweep me off my feet. <br /><br /> <br /><br /> On the note of Body Modification, my ears are now at gauge 4. Thats only one size away from were I though I was going to stop. Psh, it looks like I'm going bigger. I love how they look and am dieing to stretch my labret and get wood or stone adorments for all of them. Then this summer for my birthday I'm going to Canada and getting my septum pierced. I love the way they look and I cant stop thinking about them. O well ^ ^. Tats will have to wait till 18 im afraid..Dad's being a bit of a prick about them now...dont know why. Getting my Frenum pierced when I'm 18 too =). Thats right under the head of your penis btw. That really sensitive spot lads. <br /><br /> <br /><br /> 3.7 Gpa, think I did really well on my acts, ap exam coming up for humanities, taking Indp Study Celtic Myth, Ap Stats, Ap Euro, Ap Engl next year so thats going to be fun!<br /><br /><br /><br /> Proms coming up and I love Stef dress. Im going Tux shopping with Mike soon so that will rock. I have to find new accessories as well. ^ ^ In addition the plays coming up! Jcs went super well, teachers wont shut up about it. <br /><br /><br /> I can finally drive now. Woot that means I can see Stef alot more due to the ride situation being perm. solved. Ownage.. On the nerd note I can in 18th out of 109 people at a magic tourny which I started getting back into. Ive forgotten how much fun it used to be!<br /><br /><br />Thats about it folks &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:24473 2006-03-18T16:16:29Z 2006-03-18T16:16:29Z Last night rocked lol...I was honestly held hostage by Stefanie for like 45 minutes =P. Today I woke up to find out that my boxing instructor had to leave due to payment issues =(. After talking it over with a few people I decided on starting Muaythai. Its essentially kickboxing with the addition of allowed usage of the knees and elbows. Guess it was time to move on anyways after 2 years of boxing. Oooo well. My daddy then took me to go get face wash, body wash and new shoes! YEAH! Todays saturday! Yeah! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:24069 2006-03-17T04:45:46Z 2006-03-17T04:45:46Z Painless stretch this time. Lobes are now at 6gauge. I need to go get some sea salt for the soaks. I love you Stefanie, we need to go get our outfits for Sadies. &lt;3! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:23885 2006-03-13T04:46:54Z 2006-03-13T04:46:54Z Naughty =) <br /><br /><br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:23552 2006-03-12T07:50:34Z 2006-03-12T07:50:34Z Knives in the skull. Its wierd how human emotions can spark up so suddenly. I wonder...are thoughts like these uncommon...for me they are, so could their be some justification behind them. Hrmph o well. Time to wait out the poison. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:23343 2006-03-12T07:31:16Z 2006-03-12T07:31:16Z Bah, discontent.Never any time. Hrmph this needs to change. Maybe it will starting with this. Maybe not. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:23049 2006-02-28T15:00:40Z 2006-02-28T15:00:40Z Bored as sin. At school taking notes in class lol...lunch is in 35 minutes...Someone ENTERTAIN ME!Heh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:22811 2006-02-26T17:56:52Z 2006-02-26T17:56:52Z Hehe...I can get horribly jealous sometimes...whats even more amusing is that it's more that likely nothing to be jealous about. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:22312 2006-02-20T20:16:37Z 2006-02-20T20:16:37Z <a href="http://i41.photobucket.com/albums/e274/Boyfromthebog/200602172143-pix1.jpg">http://i41.photobucket.com/albums/e274/Boyfromthebog/200602172143-pix1.jpg</a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.bmezine.com/culture/A50810/high/bmegl110763.jpg">http://www.bmezine.com/culture/A50810/high/bmegl110763.jpg</a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.bmezine.com/culture/A50810/high/bmegl110765.jpg">http://www.bmezine.com/culture/A50810/high/bmegl110765.jpg</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:22061 2006-02-20T20:11:28Z 2006-02-20T20:11:28Z Sexy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:21880 2006-02-19T23:17:34Z 2006-02-19T23:17:34Z "Third-Eye":<br /><a href="http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A60216/high/bmepb219243.jpg">http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A60216/high/bmepb219243.jpg</a><br /><br /><br />Matching Set Of These:<br /><a href="http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A60124/high/bmepb212567.jpg">http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A60124/high/bmepb212567.jpg</a><br />or<br /><a href="http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A60216/high/bmepb219692.jpg">http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/11-surface/A60216/high/bmepb219692.jpg</a><br /><br />"Medusa"<br /><a href="http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/05-lips/A60127/high/bmegl215312.jpg">http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/05-lips/A60127/high/bmegl215312.jpg</a><br /><a href="http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/05-lips/A60216/high/bmepb223348.jpg">http://www.bmezine.com/pierce/05-lips/A60216/high/bmepb223348.jpg</a><br /><br />Let me know what you guys think &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:21711 2006-02-18T23:55:30Z 2006-02-18T23:55:30Z Two friends of mine that none of you know say everythings going to be alright.<br /><br />=) I Love Meditation. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:21352 2006-02-16T22:02:10Z 2006-02-16T22:02:10Z I feel annoyed. Kinda bummed too mwegh. Hopefully It will get better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:boyfromthebog:20902 2006-02-13T21:48:56Z 2006-02-13T21:48:56Z POST YOUR FETISHES OR "HOT SPOTS"<br /><br /><br /><br />John - I love the feeling of nails...especially when they are being raked across my back...like bloody furrows kind of rake. I also like being bitten in the ears...and being hit.<br /><br /><br />YOUR TURN!